Contagious Optimism

Highlight was seeing a FAMILY of California Quail ^^ sooo cuteee and awesome to see a family doing well. 

Ahhh as I’m preparing for my trip to Taiwan in a month (just one more month :D!) I’m thinking of all the things I love about Taiwan..and ahhh I wish I was back already ^^ 

Haha we went to Tea Garden for dinner tonight and then Pangea Bread (Taiwanese bakery) to buy some bread…had the whole casual/cozy-but-still-classy/modern feel of Taiwan. To keep the feeling going, I turned on some Taiwan radio and making plans for my trip back x]

So now I’m sitting here with a wave of nostalgia :] and looking forward even more to going back^^ 

At least two of them did. hah. told me they were shooting the tree. yeah right. 

I ran out and…and couldn’t help it, I started yelling. my voice was shaking… probably made the message less effective. But they looked shocked for a second at the voice coming out of me. They sorta half-defensively said “okay we wont” when I told them to not shoot the birds. 

But when I was walking away I saw them smirk at each other. 

Damn kids. 

I have to say, it didn’t come as a surprise at all when he told me he preferred us as friends…I always felt that the way we talked, even when we were in the relationship, felt pretty platonic. As a few of you may already know, it’s been bothering me for a bit now, I’ve had the feeling that he wasnt as interested…and guess I was right about that.

It actually came as a bit of a relief when he ended it, cause I knew if we kept going the way we are now, I would’ve just felt disappointed a lot. Sure it still hurt a bit when he told me, but considering how short we’ve been together, it wasnt as big as an impact. Not to day he didn’t mean a lot to me, just simply havent had enough time to grow too attached.

It’s just sorta bad…that it only lasted two months. Haha…if I was looking at myself objectively from the outside…I’d probably shake my head and sigh with disapproval. Seems to just reinforce the idea that high school relationships never really last too long. But then again, my first one lasts two years…guess this one just wasn’t going to work out, not really something we could force. Or maybe im just saying all this to somehow make myself feel better.

Well at least it’s good we figured it out early instead of dragging it out. Just have some explaining to friends now I guess.

Cramps….go away T_T.

oh and you too PMS. shoo.

Ahh these past few days have been nice :]

sleeping early^^ haha and today was a late start day too!

Wow the days till summer are just flying by… sure we have projects and essays but I’m still in a post-AP relaxation mode xP

Can’t believe in a month I’ll be in Taiwan x)

Oh heyyyy look better than I thought

I get to go to sleep now xP 

*sigh. school in 6 hours T_T 

So….got ~4.5 hours of sleep last night, then AP tested from 7-4:30 today…

and now I’ve got two projects to finish cause I put them off for AP studying. 

aie. I really really hope it’s not an all nighter. but whatever time I do sleep it’s gonna be pretty late… T_T 

It’s 1 am…I have to be at the test center at 7am…and testing till ~4pm. 

I am so screwed…

Normally with a few hours of review for bio I’d breeze right through, but with that dreadful physics…I harldy had anytime for bio studying at all. 

soo…now I get to go fail both of them. 

Grr because of this I wasn’t able to properly give my mom a mothers day celebration. but I promised her we’d do something next week at least…I’ll make up for it. 

aie. well. good luck everyone who’s taking these. and all your other AP tests too. 

haha and as Kevin said, “see you at the slaughterhouse”